hey hey..it been so long since i blog
was busy e past few days
so din get to update
wads up!!
hahasx!
went to clubbing wed...
was like damn boring can!
der izzent anione on e dance floor
onli evan's baby love and his friend
were at e dance floor
dey are such an asshole !!
dey told us dey plan to go to powerstation
hello
is cheekys powerstation??
no!..liar!!
hahasx.
ken scared e hell out of me when we were putting our things in e locker!
ass!!
we din get to dance dat much!!\
boring~!
cox firstly dey are der its kinda shy to dance actually
secondly e music is not up to our liking!
hiyo!!
stop my nagging!!
hahasx!
he saw my blog..
cox he saw adrian view his friendster and he ask him y he view or stuff
den adrian sae cox he saw my blog..
den he went to take a look
he explain himself when he get to see me yst
he sae he was sayin dat pic was taken wen we broke off dat dey
and dats y his sad
hmm..
actually i knew he will sae dat
hiya..
i sae le i don wan ask
i don wan hear anithing
even if i knw i anithing
i will pretend as nthing
maybe cox i m tired of guessing..
let time reali show wads on your mind
wadever is e result may be..i m prepared!
i won leave you..
maybe i m too into you
i donnoe
sometime wen you are beside me..
i donnoe when it will be e last day
hmm..
i know you love may alot..you used to deny
now you agree to it
yea..
i can see..
you remember every detail abt e relationship you had wit her
i don mind
cox i can do nting
i jux wanna be happy!!
can't i?!?
y is this world so
fucking cruel to me!!
i m tired of striving so hard and gaining nthing!
i have no schl to go
all i can do is go into privates schl
yst had a bad quarreled wit my mother
my mother keep insisting in me applying to go into a engineering course
hey!!
i don like!
why must i sae yes to wad you want me to do...when i don like it!
you jux wan me to get a cert after all
is jux a cert dat you are concern abt
how abt my feelings
whats going through me nw!!
can you understand for god sake!
when i shouted at you :"can you care abt my feelings"
i almost cried
i hold back
i m hurt.
cox i tot dey will be e one who knows me best
guess i m wrong
dey don
:(
i know cert is impt !!
dats y i nv gave up one my studies
and study for o rite!
bt when something turn bad
you guys blame me!
as if you all nv see e hard work i put in!!
wads dat man!!!
i m e one who is sad and desperate nw
my future in my hand
yet i cannot decide my future
and you all r jux thinking for yourself
so dat ppl won sae wah your child no where to go bla bla
if dats wad matters u guys
im sorrie for this time..i won give in
and act as if i don care
now i have my thinking and my dreams
don try to hurt it
cox i will protect it!
i feel so down rite nw!
y am i not gd in anithing
y am i jux someone who is nt impt..
hiya
shh!!!..
okie..i shall end here..
dats all foks..
i m nt feeling well..
see ya!
i wanna die in your armsLabels: I'd rather be hated for what I am, than loved for what I pretend to be.
